Truth is... There is no inner peace when your living your life with a house filled with children.
We try, and some succeed, but beware it is a road filled with potholes and sharp turns. I try all the time, "breathe in, exhale out." This is what I tell myself. "Relax your mind, your body, allow your soul to be free." Still nothing! Okay try again..... "sit up straight, breathe deep, fill your lungs, exhale slowly, feel your mind relax, be in this moment of peace.......MOM I NEED YOU!!!!! It's gone. It sounds so easy when I read about "finding your inner peace." Some days are harder and filled with anger and headaches and some I seem to smile all day long. But still that inner peace, that "thing" people search for, still it eludes me. I think the "Secret" is that these teachers of enlightenment don't have screaming kids preventing them from peace. Okay, that's not fair. I know that some of them have kids and I know that everyone has their woes to tell. I wont give up. I shall try to find my inner peace, the calming voice of reason that keeps us sane. I will sit quietly when they are all out of the house and try again......Breathe. BARK, BARK, BARK, SHIT, I forgot about the dogs....
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